I have a difficult time being still.

Quieting my mind and my body is a challenge. And yet I am drawn to stillness.

I need it to allow myself to dream. To step outside of what I should be doing to consider possibilities.

Fear bubbles up when I think of what could be and dream big. And my inner critic can be loud when I consider getting uncomfortable and trying something new.

Today I am thinking about the future. What will be the norm in the workplace in a year or 5 years? Where can I contribute? What do I want to contribute?

And uncertainty creeps in. I can guess. I can prepare. And then I'll have to adapt because the future is never quite what I think it will be.

And in the surprise is delight, challenges, and sometimes grief.

I try to focus on being present on each step in my journey.

My definition of success has changed over the years. And it continues to evolve as I consider my health, my personal committments, and my desire to contribute.

And when I stumble, I often find new paths that open up if I stop and get still.

Be present. Take inspired action. Don't overthink it. Keep going.

And sometimes reaching for more and going toward bigger isn't always better.

Smaller. Less. Simplier. They can bring joy and harmony too.